Jennifer Lopez Blames Herself for Her "Very Up and Down" Relationship Journey

Modesto Morganelli
Gennaio 10, 2019

"I've got two awesome kids and a great boyfriend".

"There's an evolution there that had to happen for me, I feel like I'm in a better place now". "How can I teach them to be hard workers if I'm not working hard?' I started examining myself from all different angles".

The "Shades of Blue" star - who has twins Emme and Max, 10, with ex-husband Marc Anthony - may have years of success behind her but it's only in recent times she's developed her confidence and feels secure in her talent. "You're trying to do your best and people are putting you down, or trying to make believe you're not a nice person, or you're a diva. I wasn't ready for the healthiest things because I needed to figure out how to be healthy first - have self worth, value, deal with my insecurities", she said.

'Sometimes I get exhausted, ' she said, as we, in turn, get exhausted from reading her extensive CV. It's hard when people are always telling you that you're not good at things or saying, 'Why is she successful?' You get a lot of that when you're a successful woman. The thing about people, women especially, is that you can have 12 people telling you you're incredible, but that one person kind of putting you down, that's the voice that sticks in your head... "But I do now feel that this is not a mistake, it's not a fluke - this is what I do and I'm good at it". I've been doing this a long time.

"I feel very proud that I've survived as long as I have in this business", Lopez said. Congratulations to myself. Not in an arrogant way, by any means.

That determination also dates back to Lopez's early career, where she "felt like people wanted to put me in a box". "Give yourself a break'". "I don't know if I'll ever get to a point where I'll be satisfied and go, 'I did it". All of it. I'm done.

Okay, we're sure she's not ideal, but she has to come ruddy close and her latest high-fashion photoshoot just proves our point even more so. "I got nothing else to say.' I hope that day never comes". "She's a little me".

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